Lady Breeze

I have been always captured by confusion about everything I do, and once I started my spiritual journey of looking for the true identity of myself which was for almost 3 years, trying to find that true-self that everyone is talking about, I looked for anything that might help, and talked to many people, but I never had that peace inside which tells me my spirituality is blossomed.   Until one day I hade to choose between two roads, knowing that both lead to the same place, my energetic day feeling would say "take the longer of course!" but against the odds of the day I chose the short one. I ended up walking across the most people I hate in my life! I was so worried that they would notice me or say hey, and I was even more worried about the rest of the day's mood that I will definitely spend blaming/cursing/hating remembering and regretting that certain past which they caused to me great pain and weakness. I walked. Almost tiptoed frightened from the probability of su...

 ليس صحيحا اننا نحب بلادنا أو نحب انفسنا, ولا نقبل المناقشة في كراهيتنا لانفسنا وبلادنا. وتسويد الدنيا في وجوهنا. وسد الطرقات علينا: امامنا وخلفنا. ثم نشكو من سوء الحظ وان العالم كله يتآمر علينا. لأننا نملك ما لايملك. ولاننا الدولة الوحيدة الافروأسيوية, ولاننا نملك قناة السويس والأهرام والنيل. وجوا معتدلا وشواطيء ونقول: انها أجمل شواطيء الدنيا. مع اننا لم نر الدنيا. نقرأ صحفنا فلا نجد فيها إلا كل ... ما هو قاتم.. فاسد. ونقرأ الصحف المستقلة التي تطلب من القاريء ان يطلق رصاص الرحمة علي كل من يري. وان يبدأ بنفسه ثم بمن يعول. ثم اننا نفطر علي الخرافات ونتناولها غداء وعشاء. ونسمع ونصدق الهجاصين من المؤرخين العرافين قراء الكف ضاربي الودع من مدرسة( هيكلا موسي) ـ نوسترداموس ـ العصر والأوان. وطبيعي ان يكون هذا العراف قد افرزته الخرافة والكذب علي الشعب والجيش. وتندهش ـ ومن حقك ـ كيف يقبل شعبنا.. كيف يقبل جيشنا مثل هذا الهوان. اين الرصيد الاستراتيجي للكرامة والامانة وما ننشر ونسميه عبق التاريخ ـ أي تاريخ وأي عبق؟! وأصله ما عداش علي مصر.. ويبقي صحيح أنت المصري.. والمصريين اهمه.. هل كل هذا...

Imaginations can be like small puppies in cages. When confined, they're easily managed. When let loose, they sometimes become uncontrollable. Your imagination could be doing you a disservice now, only because you're unlikely to be seeing a situation as it really is and could be creating unnecessary worry for yourself. Accept that there's much more to a scenario than you perceive and you'll save yourself a lot of stress now.

Having power to transform a situation is a bit like having 'potential', until it is realized, very little happens. It's within your capability to make something close to your heart happen by making a conscious decision to invest some time and effort toward it. You probably sense that there's no more time left to think about what you'd like to make happen. You probably sense that giving some effort is better than doing nothing at all. Your senses are correct. Trust them!

Oscar Wilde once said 'skepticism is the first step toward faith'. It's interesting how we always identify reasons why something won't happen or won't work before finding within us a glow of optimism that spurs us on to pursue something. If you're willing to absorb negativity from certain people, then you must naturally expect to be held back and slowed down by them. You have a choice regarding how easily influenced you're willing to be by others' opinions and doubts.

"For those of you who ask for signs, have We not shown you enough already. Look around you, look at the stars, look at the sun, look at the water, these are the signs for people of knowledge" - Allah (Quraan)

An inspirational video to watch! Enjoy! :) Never Give Up Your Dream! Take Action and  Believe In Yourself… You Can Do It! :) 

Somewhere- in a place so far away from here, somewhere we haven't been to; beyond the borders of our wildest uncontrollable imaginations- all our pains can be fully cured.

I will not start this post by saying how ashamed I am of not taking care of my blog, or how I've disappeared for a long time with no writing (did I just do that?)- Anyways, it turns out I have a life and other things to take care of. Not necessarily things I like doing , mais C’est la vie. I realized that since I started university again and I became like a slave to our hectic life. How I wish to go back to my childhood, where life has been peaceful, easy and we didn’t have to take care of anything. I asked my self, when was the last time I actually did something I enjoyed? Things that defines me, Nesma! It hurts me to say that I gave up everything I used to do. And that’s why life has been bitter and meaningless in the past weeks on me. How I miss doing what I love?   But I decided that this has to be changed quickly before I get crazy.           I just came back here, because it seems this is the last chance for me to chase what I really like. I'm ...