What I couldn't tell you today...

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You want me to tell you
all the things you want to hear.
What keeps me up at night,
What are my worries, what are my fears.

It's not that I don't trust you,
you have to know that's far from ever being true.
Or else I'd probably would have never told you,
half the things I normally do.

I wear my heart on my sleeve,
such an easy way for it bruise.
Oh, you have no idea how much
I could stand to lose.

You're standing right there
and I want to let you in.
Past my insecurities, my built up walls
they're so fragile almost paper thin.

I promise to tell you
when it matters the most.
But for now you'll have to make do
with reading this post...
© Rana Nabulsi

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