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I will not start this post by saying how ashamed I am of not taking care of my blog, or how I've disappeared for a long time with no writing (did I just do that?)- Anyways, it turns out I have a life and other things to take care of. Not necessarily things I like doing, mais C’est la vie.

I realized that since I started university again and I became like a slave to our hectic life. How I wish to go back to my childhood, where life has been peaceful, easy and we didn’t have to take care of anything.

I asked my self, when was the last time I actually did something I enjoyed? Things that defines me, Nesma!

It hurts me to say that I gave up everything I used to do. And that’s why life has been bitter and meaningless in the past weeks on me.

How I miss doing what I love?
 
But I decided that this has to be changed quickly before I get crazy.      

I just came back here, because it seems this is the last chance for me to chase what I really like. I'm here because I want to be here and I know there'll be no one to stop me.
 

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